way away
Sunday, November 27, 2005
and so close to one week of holidays has passed
eating out quite often ,
met up with some of my cca mates , had a good time catching up , eating ,toking cock, going arcade
watched potter film at last , i like the film though i dont read the books
its nice seeing the characters grow up
saw line dancing at esplanade, took a pic of the merlion vommitting at nite
the esplanade is really a nice place to be at nite
look at all the couples around
so romantic, the nite view is nice too
play arcade games for the first time in a year plus, argh i still want to try maximum tune 2 looks damn nice to play....., but not all arcades have it,
i'm still waiting for need for speed most wanted for the playstation2, argh i c the xbox version and psp version all out already.................. heart pain ar..........frustration, looking at it just makes the wait more agonising
bought gatsby hair dye but i have yet to dye my hair
becos its rusty ash colour, i think the changes should i dye my hair would be subtle
initially i was thinking of a more outstanding colour like gold or red
but i duwan unecessary attention
bought inital d collection today , first,second, third, extra stage
woohoo finally can watch more drifting action, kaoz watch until so excited, heart beating so fast,
i guess i really want to try drifting when i grow older ( hm S 15 silvia................. drools)
but its illegal
guess i will have to go and pass my licence first which i have no intention of taking until
around early 2007
i realise something that i have felt for a looooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnngggggg time
yupx basically when u are with ur friends, u dont really care much about time passing cos u got their company and ur minds occupied
but when u are alone, then the concept of time hits u more
thoughts start to wonder in ur head
one thing that plagues me at nite when i try to doze off into slumberland
it seems deep down the 3456 layers of my subconsciousness
i wont be satisfied until i have gotten sweet revenge
i noe that revenge is morally unhealthy, yet i wont be able to satisfy my savage side which is crying out for 'blood'
why..............i find it so hard to forgive and forget
okay maybe over time i will forget, but forgive
that will take longer
nothing fuels me more than the power of anger, angst, jealousy
the dark side of humans ......... sadly sometimes it overtakes me at times of fury
well most of the past couple of days are fine...... just that the dark side comes out occasionally
the power of emotions
can empower u or destroy u
food for thought
okay another thing thats bothering me is prom nite
i just have the feeling that it wont be that enjoyable
in my opinion prom nite is overly hyped and unlikely to rememble those fairy tale stories
that are associated with prom
well and my dress.........is going to look so not formal........yeah jeans and sneakers anione?
alrite......... i shall get back to try to enjoy the freedom away from school
9:52:00 PM
